Wednesday, October 14, 2009
8:37 PM ;
Just changed the wallpaper! It's as if i love pink, but no. Red and turquoise are still my favourite colours. It just makes me feel so cozy, everyday is a rainy saturday morning, and i'm drinking hot choc in my pjs.
Anyway, (i realised anyways is a really bad use of english in some magazine, but omg i just caught zac efron in 17 again saying anyways! HAHA) i don't know what is wrong with me. My exams are so screwed. And i'm thinking how much better i could have done, looking at last years' results. I worked so so hard last year. Maybe its because i had a goal then. It was to get into triple science or i'd regret for the rest of my life. Okay fine, not that exaggerated, but still. Does that mean that since i'm taking the three sciences now, i'm allowed to be complacent? Darn. Buck up, I really gotta buck up.
I gotta improve all of them! Especially:
English
CHINESE
A Math
Physics
Chemistry
Literature
Now that its sorta "holiday" period, which we've been dreaming of since i dont know how long ago, i don't know what to do, and its so hypocritical. Maybe theres so much to do, but i just don't know where to start. Well i do know that im gonna read a lot of books (also because i haveta improve my vocabulary), catch up on some movies, (oh i watched 500 days of summer yesterday and it was soooo soo good. I love summer. Maybe autumn too.), catch up with gg (new season's out!) and do some volunteer work.
But theres still school stuff, like there's loads of Council stuff to take care of, theres Netball stuff, and maybe even sports day stuff will come. And then theres Phy Chem and A Math. I think i gotta do them in the hols, if not sec 4 will just be tough.
And one of my closest friends is going through so much right now. And i just hope and pray everything will be alright, yes i think everything will be alright. She's got a lovely family and crazy and wonderful friends that are supporting her, I know she'll be alright. You'll be alright. We'll be here.
Ok i don't know what else to say. I guess i'll see you again.
